You and I have a thing about bears. Are we normal? Not that I want to be intimate with a bear. Nothing like that. Of course not.That would never occur to me.Last thing I'd ever think of.Wouldn't even consider it.Terrible idea.They're just cute.
One has to pretend to be normal in certain circumstances, like at PTA meetings.When I went to them, I was always afraid I'd burst out with something like," Shut the fuck up you dyed hair ,smarmy bitch."
All the other moms are only pretending to be normal too.I bet if you asked them to sneak out of the meeting and meet you out back of the school for a snort,they would.
My poor Brian,he was just so stressed out..they say when you don't feel good you take it out on the one that is close to you.I am glad he is feeling better,it makes you feel better also.
I think he has been having heart pain and didn't tell me.Why does he do these things to me? He gets weird notions sometimes, maybe this is just one of them.
Now I feel strange.It took the shine off the nice day.What a dork.He better not die on me or I'll be so mad at him, I'll go to his grave just to nag him.
Anyway I would say they are also to damn perfect,that I don't want. Jeannie ,if you and I was normal/perfect we wouldn't have the men we have..at least they respect others.
I need a connection with you,when you talk ,I know what/who you are talking...WE had that connection with Vix in the end,al least we knew somrthing about her,she told us about her kid,even if it was a couple of years before we met her.
I'm not going to dwell on what he said. You just have to keep soldiering on and wait to see what tomorrow brings. Today, we enjoyed each other so much. Just like in the old days.We made each other laugh so hard.I just want to hang on to that for just a while longer.
I knew Vix,not from any information she revealed , but from what she said and how she said it.For example, I know she was intelligent, witty,she had a soft heart.She cried over Jakey.She felt a deep compassion for Ian.I just reread some of her remarks under 'Boy With No Throat' before you deleted them.
I got Maxy when he was probably a year and a half old.A friend was going out west to Alberta and had bought a condo where no dogs were allowed so I promised her I would not rest until I found the perfect home for Maxy.Well, I couldn't find one that was good enough and Maxy started to creep into our hearts.So, he's still with us.He's three and a half now.
That's exactly what I meant.We knew the person,if we asked her something she would tell us,we didn't have to ask her anything about DC,when we talked about our familes,she would tell us about hers..
SHe told us about the time she took her daughter to the zoo and her toy giraffe got stolen.And, her daughter was so upset that night,Vix told her she would go and find it somehow.So, she drove that night to the next town to the Ikea(I think it was Ikea)and got a new one and in the morning told her daughter she had found it for her.
I knew Vix was a racist,I think she always liked me..I know she thought I was black(GIGGLES) I know for a fact that Angela did,hell they say if you have an ounce of black blood in you are black...but not all black people is AFRO-AMERICANS.
Like a lot of Germans, Vix was indeed a racist.I believe she respected Oriental people but didn't like black people or arabic people and maybe East Indians.
Dodo still have her arrest picture up..what a dope..she has change her Banner to DC land..Nan says she copieds a lot of things you do,but the witch can't hang..she will have to change it all time to keep yp with you.
It's hiding from me...(GIGGLES)
ReplyDeleteYea.......I just love those Pepsi Bears,they are so cute.
ReplyDeleteYou and I have a thing about bears. Are we normal? Not that I want to be intimate with a bear. Nothing like that. Of course not.That would never occur to me.Last thing I'd ever think of.Wouldn't even consider it.Terrible idea.They're just cute.
ReplyDeleteIt started with Teddy Bears,now I have moved up to Polar Bears..I don't want to be normal...no fun..HA!
ReplyDeleteNEE....forgot to log-in haha
One has to pretend to be normal in certain circumstances, like at PTA meetings.When I went to them, I was always afraid I'd burst out with something like," Shut the fuck up you dyed hair ,smarmy bitch."
ReplyDeleteI know the feeling,I will be attending them soon..I will be on my best behavior..hahaha
ReplyDeleteI am glad you and Brian got to spend some time along,just what both of you need,I bet he is more relaxed now.
ReplyDeleteAll the other moms are only pretending to be normal too.I bet if you asked them to sneak out of the meeting and meet you out back of the school for a snort,they would.
ReplyDeleteBrian is so relaxed,he's floating on a cloud of calm, peacefully reading the weekend newspaper,lying in bed and humming a wee tune.
ReplyDeleteI would make them as drunk as a skunk.haha
ReplyDeleteStress all gone. Mark another success up to the Jeanster.
ReplyDeleteMy poor Brian,he was just so stressed out..they say when you don't feel good you take it out on the one that is close to you.I am glad he is feeling better,it makes you feel better also.
ReplyDeleteI'll be back in two ticks.Brian is calling me...Stand By
ReplyDeleteA little along time helped the "JEANSTER" huh. Ot was it the Genie in the bottle,either one that you prefer.
ReplyDeleteI'm back. He said a weird thing.He said,"If I die tonight,at least you know,You were the last person I saw. I love you."
ReplyDeleteWTF???
o.k.
ReplyDeleteI think he has been having heart pain and didn't tell me.Why does he do these things to me? He gets weird notions sometimes, maybe this is just one of them.
ReplyDeleteIs that why he called you?
ReplyDeleteHe's not normal either. The only normal person in the world was 'you know who'. What's normal anyway??
ReplyDeleteWhy don't we sign off and you go cuddle with him...
ReplyDeleteHe may think he isgoing to leave you and you will be along with Nana..but if he is hurting he should tell you.
ReplyDeleteThat's why he called me.What a drama queen.
ReplyDeleteNow I feel strange.It took the shine off the nice day.What a dork.He better not die on me or I'll be so mad at him, I'll go to his grave just to nag him.
He's asleep now Nee.He was almost asleep when he called me.He might have been having a kind of dream.
ReplyDeleteWell,I don't want to be normal,that would mean I have no damn sense al all...
ReplyDeleteAnyway I would say they are also to damn perfect,that I don't want.
ReplyDeleteJeannie ,if you and I was normal/perfect we wouldn't have the men we have..at least they respect others.
Me Too.Normal, would dry up all my creative juices.
ReplyDeleteNormal is someone who is scared to death to be themselves.Or, normal is how some people behave if they are hiding something.
ReplyDeleteI bet That's what Brian was doing,half asleep and talking in his sleep,now I feel better.
ReplyDeleteI think normal people are really robots. I just may try to peel back the skin on my normal next door neighbor so I can see the wires.
ReplyDeleteI need a connection with you,when you talk ,I know what/who you are talking...WE had that connection with Vix in the end,al least we knew somrthing about her,she told us about her kid,even if it was a couple of years before we met her.
ReplyDeleteI'm not going to dwell on what he said. You just have to keep soldiering on and wait to see what tomorrow brings. Today, we enjoyed each other so much. Just like in the old days.We made each other laugh so hard.I just want to hang on to that for just a while longer.
ReplyDeleteYou don't need to see the wires,they will blow a fuse sooner or later...I like being round people that face lie head on,not this make believe shit.
ReplyDeleteYou will sweetie the best has just begun.Ain't love grand.
ReplyDeleteIs Maxy in bed ? Is that Maxy's family? If so I bet that is Maxy in front looking straight at me.
ReplyDeleteI knew Vix,not from any information she revealed , but from what she said and how she said it.For example, I know she was intelligent, witty,she had a soft heart.She cried over Jakey.She felt a deep compassion for Ian.I just reread some of her remarks under 'Boy With No Throat' before you deleted them.
ReplyDeleteThat's not Maxy's family. I put them up because they had such a strong resemblance to his puppy pictures.
ReplyDeleteI wanted to show you some puppies,but have not yet found a puppy picture of Maxy. I think Jaye has one.
ReplyDeleteI like Dad's yard dog. I don't think he would curl up on the bed with Brian though.
ReplyDeleteIt always warm my heart to hear you talk about the love you and Brian have for each other.
ReplyDeleteI got Maxy when he was probably a year and a half old.A friend was going out west to Alberta and had bought a condo where no dogs were allowed so I promised her I would not rest until I found the perfect home for Maxy.Well, I couldn't find one that was good enough and Maxy started to creep into our hearts.So, he's still with us.He's three and a half now.
ReplyDeleteThat's exactly what I meant.We knew the person,if we asked her something she would tell us,we didn't have to ask her anything about DC,when we talked about our familes,she would tell us about hers..
ReplyDeleteMaxy,was meant for your family.
ReplyDeleteSHe told us about the time she took her daughter to the zoo and her toy giraffe got stolen.And, her daughter was so upset that night,Vix told her she would go and find it somehow.So, she drove that night to the next town to the Ikea(I think it was Ikea)and got a new one and in the morning told her daughter she had found it for her.
ReplyDeleteI knew Vix was a racist,I think she always liked me..I know she thought I was black(GIGGLES) I know for a fact that Angela did,hell they say if you have an ounce of black blood in you are black...but not all black people is AFRO-AMERICANS.
ReplyDeleteMaxy just told me I made a mistake ,He's four and a half.We have had him for three years and a bit.
ReplyDeleteLike a lot of Germans, Vix was indeed a racist.I believe she respected Oriental people but didn't like black people or arabic people and maybe East Indians.
ReplyDeleteDodo still have her arrest picture up..what a dope..she has change her Banner to DC land..Nan says she copieds a lot of things you do,but the witch can't hang..she will have to change it all time to keep yp with you.
ReplyDeleteThose was the kind of women DC liked,maybe that's why.I heard my daddy talk about WWII and the Germans thought negeos had tails..hahaha
ReplyDeleteI meant negroes had tails...hahaha
ReplyDeleteJust seen the yard dog..boy he's ready for anything that come along.
ReplyDeleteIt could be why she didn't like the women but she said she coulndn't stand the idea of a black man making love to her.
ReplyDeleteI remember that..but lordy their are some hunks out there.hahaha
ReplyDeleteOh Yeah.I'd still let Denzel put his slippers under my bed and get cracker crumbs on my sheets.
ReplyDeleteI remember Sis saying one gave her the ride of her life.We are more racist here than anywhere else in America.
ReplyDeleteYep he is a hunk.I love his smile.
ReplyDeleteYou want to go to..Under Control for a bit.
Hey,I'm over there waiting
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